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dun dun dun

you know i don't know, man. you honestly can annoy me sometimes. yet you can make me eat my own words and still WANT to vocalize myself and whatnot (but regret later, unfortunately). in my mind i still do not know what status exactly i want to label you or where i want to put you. i am confused but i could always be apathetic and not give a shit, really. i can. i'm doing a good job at it, and succeeding to boot. but gawd i hate this on-off thing.

wtf is wrong with you
wtf is wrong with you
wtf is wrong with you

so in clare's words, "stuff it up your ass" man. and in my words, you can "stuff it up someone else's ass".

i should be fine on my own, and with my bassssssisssst. he's all i need baby baby baby! (okay i did shopping so that's why i'm high)

In 1969 we were seventeen. We listened to the Beatles, the Stones, the Doors, the Velvet Underground, the Grateful Dead, Cream, Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin, and Bob Dylan. We read Rimbaud, played guitars, smoked pot, fell in love, rebelled against the establishment, protested the war in Vietnam, barricaded our high school, and produced the first rock festival in our home town--a small city in the remote southwestern corner of Japan...

--69 (by Ryu Murakami)


i'm thoroughly enjoying this book. it's fucking funny sometimes. if haruki murakami is one of my favourite authors because his concept strikes a good note with me and i can relate to his characters a lot, then ryu murakami is one of my favourite authors because he always gives me a good read. his plots are hmm, other than the malevolent and the gross ones i've read, he proves to me that he can be a smartass too :] wow so many books to read still! i wish i can speed read or something, and not have like, parts of my body go completely numb with pins and needles within 2 minutes while reading. damn you lousy blood circulation! D: boooooo.

gazette's in europe now! wtfffffffff. it feels weird to not have them in japan. they're gonna really enjoy touring there i hope that the fans there are nice to them and not throw water bottles at them or something like the last time. and i hope they have lots of cake and pudding and kitkats for reita; alcohol and beer for uruha; and sausages for the rest of the three and the whole staff crew in case they can't get accustomed to the food there 8]

oh, on an impulse i created another blog 8D just for an awesome layout that i found. (i love my current layout too much to change it you see) yep, but i don't know what to use that place for :\ it's HERE anyway.

i will read a lot, translate a lot, get a job and work hard, (maybe) polish up on my schoolwork, go for training, play the piano, design on photoshop, write crappy lines, cook mashed potatoes and be a couch potato (by living off my dvds)--all during the holidays yey.

LUFVZ.
MWAHAHAHA! <-- i have a msn icon for this. it's epic win srsly. feel free to ask me online for it XD

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the kind of girl who mopes around about stuff ALOT
& somedays on mute mode

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A LEFT-HANDER WHO FEEDS ON JROCK :D

Is a caffeine addict, & doesn't mind giving up talking for good. With not much self-confidence to start with, her ugly teeth upset her a lot but she plans to do nothing about it. Cheap thrills include rainy days, graphic designing, writing & a little dosage of her jrock darlings. Can conjure up some really good shit in her mind sometimes, but has problems putting them onto paper and into reality. Overall an average kid who's neither here nor there in everything she does, & gets bothered by it sometimes. Has trouble finding her direction in life. Mostly negative and wishes to be more apathetic. Currently finding a way to start a new life in Japan, with a different name.

Still likes to talk to inanimate things like her stuffed penguin.

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